21 January 2007 - 3:37 pm

And you love us now but you hate us still

mood: Guilty of feeling bitter and bored.
reading: nothing interesting
music: Change Your Mind - Neil Young & Crazy Horse
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That song drives me nuts. It reminds me of this which can be found in the amazing book, Days of War, Nights of Love by the Crimethink Collective. Which excites me and motivates me. I just re-read the opening paragraph and I feel so much better already. Grrr. It's fun being in love, especially when you can just reach over and hold, or glance over and admire what it is you love. But sometimes, when it's far away, and you can't get it, it makes me sad. when it shouldn't. that's where the guilt comes in. I know I shouldn't feel this way. You are what you love, not what loves you back... right? hi.

you probably shouldn't be reading this. it's kind of emo & gay.

leav note or sign here

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