07.11.02 - one a.m.

totally my fault

i'm sure some of you have discovered my diary from visiting the former tv-dinners site. I'm very sorry that I am the cause of frootjoos's decision to close down. There is nothing I can do to make her change my mind, but I bet if enough of you write and give her some guestbook-luvin-goodness, she may change her mind. I wont be upset and i will understand if you end up hating me for being the bad guy and the root of the evil.

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07.11.02 - midnight

the disillusioned warrior, part 4

...Once upon a time, there was a magnificent warrior. Tired of the wars, he sent himself out seeking knowledge and the arts. He spent his warrior’s pension and time learning everything he could. He learned art, music, science and magic. He attempted to translate his skills as a warrior and divert the energies into art. Corrupted by his warrior skills it would never translate.

One day, he met a beautiful warrior-maiden. She stumbled upon the warrior and stalked him, as if he was prey. He was tricked into being partnered with her while attending a magic seminar. She gave him attention that he needed. He soon fell deeply in love with her. He gave her his heart and the maiden received it graciously. But soon the maiden's infatuation faded away. But it was too late; she had already taken his heart. Magic and death influenced the intense relationship, and when that was taken away, the maiden felt no need for the warrior. The warrior's heart was destroyed. Dark and Evil rumors began to spread about them.

Meanwhile, a beautiful fairy princess was being held captive by her fairy mother and her evil demon step father. The princess had a sister that was lovers with one of the warrior's friends, another Fool, a bard. The bard and the sister would attempt to rescue the princess with numerous failed attempts. The warrior at this time was still seeking knowledge but took an occasional job as a hired sword. While on a hired mission, the warrior met a crying princess briefly. The princess was the most beautiful things he had ever laid his eyes on. Eventually the warrior would take it upon himself to rescue the princess. Years of failed attempts resulted in heartache and vicious rumors. During this time, the sister was falling in love with the warrior, but the warrior's heart was saved for the princess, and he would not betray his friend the bard. The sister was enraged by this and became an enemy of the warrior with the bard & the princess caught in the middle. The sister would lie about the failed love between the warrior and the maiden. She would insinuate murder, death & evil magic was the cause of the separation. But the princess wouldn't believe her sister, who was known for her lies. Eventually the princess was able to gain enough power for her to become free. She would also use her powers to sooth the rift between the warrior & her sister. The princess became a powerful being and the warrior and princess lived happily for what seemed eternity. But one day, the power of the princess and her new found freedom got the better of her. She was young when she met the warrior, her previous lovers were abusive and she didn't know that such a freedom existed. The princess wanted to discover life on her own and decided to leave the warrior. The warrior, deep in love, decided to give her freedom. The fairy princess sprouted her wings and flew away and took his heart with her.

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